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looking back, forging ahead

Posted in random on September 9, 2008 @ 4:17pm

About a month ago, I finally finished my variously-described law degree (and how). With the flourish of a pen one Saturday evening I satisfied the formal requirements of the last exam of the last course of the degree, and promptly set about celebrating the end of an era – for quite an era it had been. However, after the party lights had dimmed, and while the rest of the world busily continued about its business, my world brought me pause.

Not more than two days later I would begin gainful employment at a corporate litigation specialist law firm. One might describe this as foolhardy, and I will confess to a certain amount of hesitance about diving into yet another whirlwind (cum tornado) era. But any uncertainty was quickly assuaged – I soon found myself doing the work I had prepared at length to do, and enjoying it all the while.

As I reflect on this change of lifestyle, now some two months later, I am able to identify some elements of my world which baulked at the change. For example: working at a desk throughout the day. Mid-afternoons without fail, I found myself drifting off into a reverie of lethargy and carbohydrate-induced stupor. Frustrated, I would amp up on caffeine and try to focus. Now, however, I find that I have grown accustomed to the daily cycle, and even perhaps adapt myself to it. The mid-afternoon sleepies still
attack now and again (today being a fine example of “again”) but I am experiencing a great deal more vivacity than at the start.

All in all, the reward is certainly worth the effort. And some effort it was.

almost, but not quite

Posted in random on September 6, 2008 @ 2:01am

I want to be better than this. I want more.