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insufficient

Posted in random on January 30, 2008 @ 11:58pm

there is nothing left to me –
I am against the wall, finished;
quivering with hope yet so unable
to believe in the improbability
of an uncertain future

what of the dream? and what
have I become while losing faith in it
and everything it ever meant to me?

still I long for it
again

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  1. Rachel said,

    on February 4th, 2008 at 5:21pm

    Sucking it up and moving on, rather than wallowing in self pity, works best for me. :-)

    Failing that, just fake it until you make it. I know it’s cliched but, once again, it actually works.

  2. Matt Hawke said,

    on February 7th, 2008 at 3:49pm

    This is not so much a “fake it till you make it” situation as much as a description of how I have reached the end of what I know to do. Because I lack the understanding of what to do next, it is impossible to fake.

    And this is certainly not self pity. Rather, it’s a realisation that I’m at the bottom, longing for a better future.